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[25 Jul 2004|09:56am] |
mm..
i'd love to say that im inexorable..
but i just become weak to the pressure of persuasion..
i suppose the people i kick it with (some. not all)
have such an influence on me
that the choices i make
present a hazy and oblivious reaction to my reality..
im not going to elaborate on the subject at hand
but this time,
the subject's something other than what ive been carrying on about the past few weeks..
so rest assured its not about that
luckily..
my effulgent mind will come thru and everything will soon again make sense..
i guess worrying is out..because things always change..
thank god.
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[22 Jul 2004|12:02am] |
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so check it
i got a new livejournal
dont delete this one cuzz im not sure if im keeping the other one
im gunna see how it goes for a couple days..
so yeh its </b></a>![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) goodeye_sniperr
move yer ass on and add me if you knew what was best for you.
<3j
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[21 Jul 2004|02:20pm] |
i do admitt
i really am a genious when it comes to royally fucking things up.
im so dumb..
and worst of all i know my faults
and still i keep doing what i'm doing.
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[20 Jul 2004|01:14pm] |
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i met a boy<3
he's hot<3
i think i like him<3
i want to take his breath away, too <3
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[19 Jul 2004|08:09pm] |
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well here i am
its 8 pm, and im at my cousins house babysitting..
aww she's soo fucking adorable! her name's chloe..
heres picturessss ::indulge in cuteness!::
look how effing pretty those eyes are! lucky beyotch got blessed with the hot eyes in the family! oh and the other girl is nicole, my first cousinnn who i love dearly more than anything!!!
hahaha im soo gayy, anyway..
the news of my baby jeana coming to town has made me ecstatic! (sorry if my spellings a bit off there)
when she comes back, the partying's on like donkey kong beyotchesss!
onnnnnnnnnnnn another note..
iiiiiiiiim almost 18 niggss! woooo!
well almost..i have 146 days to go, so more or less 5 months
but the days are going by fast...
first up: tatoo FA SHOOO niggaroeee
hahaha anyyywayyy chloe is about to go to bed, im here till 10 doing nothing, so ill probably be online..EVERYONE im me!!! i/m: kennedys requiem
alright bitches, paste.
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[18 Jul 2004|12:10pm] |
today consists of
topanga mall
shopping
MAC BRONZER fucking finally ive been needing some
movie at 4
working the streets as a whore from 5pm-2am. hahahaha
right..
its soo effing hot
throw in some cold coors beers
a hot ass room with a bed
and a guy
+ "the activity"
and we can call it a day..
p.s i must be back in the habbit of the way things were
before the way things just recently ended
because people are already flaking on me to have some sober fun
fucking ass's..
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[17 Jul 2004|08:21pm] |
oh my god
so here i am
the whitest of a white bitch
chillin with the jackie the heidi
the julia and the kim
and there we are cruisin in jackies hummer
going to a party up in arleta (i mean COME ON wtf its like ghetto ville there)
but it was alright, cuz we didnt have a curfew
and julia, wasn't that DELIIIIIIIIICIOUSSSSSS..
yeh me and julia partied it up like it was 1999..
i remember back in those days..
fucking me and julia should become back up dancers
cuz we got some moves YAYYY UHHHH..
ive given up on him, btw
for those of you who know who im talking about
im done being the wait around girl..
OOOOOOOOH and he's not even that cute
hes like a fucking 50 yard fake out
good from far
but dizaayyamnn
far from good..
BITCHES,
PAYCE.
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[15 Jul 2004|10:40pm] |
so im nearly sure that those of you who know whats goin on with me now
would be proud of me..
im proud of myselff and all i gotta say is
it feels as tho a heavy load has been lifted up off of my shoulders
*special thanks to amanda varj for listening to everyyyyyything
+ making me laugh when i needed to be cheered up.
i love everyoneeeeeee
.........well some of you anyway
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
oh btw this be tha jizzayyamnnn right hurr mah nigs..
shut the fuck up jessica i love this song fuck heads..ew im pshyco
"cross my heart hope to die, i swear i wont say what happened that night, cuz starting today things are gunna be alright..your best you tried and yeah you did fine, no better than fine, perfect in my mind, in fact i wish your heart was mine..and i can hear the memories in my ears, back to the years, and all of those tears, but here, me when i say im glad that steered that way, cuz now, were here..do you wanna get away? get in the car we could leave today. do you wanna celebrate, our just made little holiday, cuz now today is your day..and all the stuff that you used to take, im glad you thru all that away cuz now you, look so great you never need to be afraid just kno you went the right wayy..cuz even tho we never get things right, and it gets so old, to say that we'll keep trying..but it's mine to decide.." ~ The Rocket Summer - "cross my heart" its an old favorite but the meaning just seems so much better now.
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[15 Jul 2004|12:39am] |
this is just a heads up for everyone to know..
dont mix with the wrong people (druggies)
as quick as it is to say yeh to a "one time" hit..ya know, just to try it right?
that's how quick it pulls you in until you finally admitt it..
you've got a problem and you're an addict.
you lie to everyone you know
you stop contact with the people you used to be best friends with..
(the good crowd you left for the bad crowd you wanted to feel cool with)
..then you've got a new best friend, and thats an addiction.
and when you've got that, nothing else matters to you..
a person could give anything just to pray at the alter of what they want or need..
because you're stuck with it
and a day with out it could be like a day with out air..
impossible..
yeah just a thought..
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[14 Jul 2004|04:16pm] |
fuck crushes
fuck obsessions
fuck everything
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[14 Jul 2004|01:18am] |
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okay so just for everyones information up in hur'..
i dont think it's quite possible for you to be effing beautiful
if you do not look like this fellow right here..
his name is justin and oh god he's my sex slave.
hott DAMN is the word.
AHHHHH i cant help but say this right now and im sorry for you church feller's out there
but this guys fuckable, suckable, and ORGASMICC ahh ahhahahahaa!
okay here goes..
the definition of:
hot: (noun)
 uno
 doce (spelt right?)
 uhmm..tres??
 cuaaaatrooo!
(dont explode in yer pants theres still one more..)
 ceis??
someone please dare try to tell me that he's an ugly peice of shit
and break you're face..because yes hes the absolute hottest thing ive ever laid my EYES upon!
...even the guys are staring in mezmerization thinking..
"IN THE ASS IN THE ASS WOO!"
dont deny it either..because denial is the first step to gayness!
okay enjoy dont get anything on the keyboards and yeah..
hahaha ew im gay byeeeeeeeeee
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[13 Jul 2004|01:38pm] |
ha.ha.ha.
what a bunch of crap.
it's sooo fucking hot i think im dying of exhaustion
due to the lack of air im recieving because of the damn heat stroke
thats going on here in the 818 valley
ew fuck the valley
and FUCK your life.
that is all.bye.
he said "thanks"..with a heart at the end..
he's still so cute.
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[12 Jul 2004|11:55pm] |
so ill start this depressing entry on a light note..
about a year ago up until last year today
(yeah i make sense read it twice if you dont get it)
there was a boy who was tight as fuck and whom myself plus
everyone else in the world adored tremendously..
wesley carl shults, you're forever and ever ever ever with us..
not an hour (literally) since the tragic news struck
goes by that i dont think of you
and reminiss of the days we chilled
god you were fucking so cool
and i admired you for the person you were and still remain to be
r.i.p. miss you so much...
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 HAHAHAHA bloody hell..look, kimchi's in the backround of the picture, perfect timing sis..ya dumb broad you..
there you have it people. my hair not straightened..well just the bangs are but yeh ew..look at that nappy ass fro hahahahaha
now, i hope JULIA WEISBURD sees this picture, it's one of those "CLASSIC LIVE JOURNAL" poses that she finds absolutly hilario..sedio.. ..oh god how gay am i hahahaha julia dont be mad ya big dork fuck nut..i love you even tho you do think im a rude bitch..i dont intend to be one..its just natural with us folk..and by us i mean YOU ME SHANA KIM LYNDSAY RACHEL YADDA YADDA YADDA hahahahah we speak the truth niggafo..<3
anyway, as i type this entry, i am sitting here speaking to jeana easley..and guess what, she may have a damn ride to cali cali fo nI ayyy yayyy! good times will be reoccured. (make sense?) ...thought so..
it's hotter than a motha fucka up in dis joint beyotches..ew im even breaking into a sweat..thank god my jew mom didnt decide to be cheap today..the airs on YIPPIIEE! hahaha
payycee mah bitches.
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[07 Jul 2004|10:16pm] |
the saddest news
im so depressed..
i cannot sleep
i cannot eat
i cannot think about anything else..
im lost..
my cell phones gone
(or as julia would call it, tha "phoneshway")
absolutely tragic..
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[06 Jul 2004|11:58pm] |
they lied
its not all downhill from here..
im still going uphill and the road is long, madre fuckas
+ my smoking habbit keeps me going as slow as a turtle..
okay what the fuck was that all about
sorry, just having a moment.........................................................................................................................................
okay im done.
anyway
i guess what im really trying to get out here is
i really wanna suck your dick
so please, whip it out..
like now.
ps hallucinogen's are tight.
but dont listen to me
..i mean come on, its not like ive ever tried em
ya kno
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| theres gotta be more to life than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me |
[05 Jul 2004|04:36pm] |
sugar cult said it all
"you've been replaced by a pretty face.."
its over
its thru
im done liking you
forget i ever cared.
and for the first time in a while
i can freely say FUCKKKK YOUUUUUU
except this timeee
yeh
i mean it.
never ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever EVER again.
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happy 4th of july(?)
whatever.
im going to be hanging out with my buddies
bacardi and malibu
and possibly the homie tequilla
and call it a night.
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